Sunday, May 3, 2009

LIFE

Life is a mistery,as the sight of history,nobody can stop its waybecause it's always flow away,sometimes it's smilesometimes it's crynever been to remain dryand further its try to fly high,in the open dark blue skythat's the mistery about life!


Everything tells me that I am abour to make a wrong decision, but making mistakes is just part of life. What does the world want of me? Does it want me to take no risk, to go back where I came from because I didn't have the courage to say 'yes' to life?Sometimes you get no second chance and that it's best to accept the gifts the world offers you. If I must be faithful to someone or something, then I have, first of all, to be faithful to myself. If I'm looking for true love, I first have to get the mediocre loves out of my system. The little experience of life I've had has taught me that no one owns anything, that everything is an illusion - and that applies to material as well as spiritual things. Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever , finally comes to realise that nothing really belongs to them.

Life.... it teaches me lesson in her own ridiculous way, and i don't learn at all in my very own ridiculous wayour confrontation is carrying on since my birth (literally from my birth, believe me) .. i try to bend her on my side and she tries to bend me on my knees on her side.. finally the symphony breaks and I fall on the ground zero...no one can hit you as hard as life and this battle ends with your breath.. but i still refuses to learn anything and commit the same mistake again and again (only if its considered as mistake, not for me).. then i suffer for what the gods have destined for me, suffer terribly (ummm.. wild, i guess)i read somewhere long back that, when you think that you have figured out everything and relaxed, this is the time when life screws you... life enjoylife enjoys to screw me (i tell u life is a sadistic thing) and i get pleasure from pain (again in my own ridiculous way).. initially i was scared of pain.. but when pain exceeds some limits, u feel nothing at all...

1 comment:

  1. hey! its really a Deep thought , sometrhing frm the bottom of someone's heart.....Keep it up yaar!

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